Oneness.
Hmm. I am not far from that reality.
Why am I so afraid to do ultimately
the best thing anyone can do for themselves as an adult. Spending time on my
own. Learning to love and respect myself and my needs.
Because I am petrified.
BUT, I have dreams and I am letting
them slip away.
And ultimately I am saying, my
dreams aren't important. I am not important enough.
I see the error - I feel it every
single day. I read about how fear paralyzes people. Fear can be the biggest
monster of them all. So I need to learn how to overcome the fear. Find courage
to change the things I can.
Right now I can't.
One day, hopefully sooner rather
than later, you will read that I faced the fear. And that finally I
did the right thing by myself. I showed myself respect.
Wish me luck
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